I had my check up with the gynecologist today and it looks like everything is fine so far with the Frozen Embryo Transfer (FET) preparation. I can carry on with the treatments as foreseen. That’s a relief since I’m always scared that I may need to cancel a cycle for one reason or the other.
The date for the transfer is set for Monday 30th September, that’s a week from today! Yuppy! The gynecologist seemed rather positive about it. She says a FET is good because the body is less messed up than after IVF, since the treatment is much lighter. I don’t know if her optimism matters much to me since she was very positive about the last IVF too. But then, of course this is good and it makes me hope a bit more.
This weekend I found myself daydreaming about this FET working. I always do this: not only do I hope but I also create expectations, and those are the worst. I feel up my head with very dangerous thoughts like the possible due date, how we may change Christmas plans, how I would miss certain things at work next year, how happy I would be, how cool it would be to finally give some good news, etc. You would think that by now I would have learnt I shouldn’t let my mind wonder that way, but nope, I still make the same mistakes…
Anyways, one week to the FET!