My hCG level is 15.
I called my gynecologist’s office and was told that it basically means that it’s negative but that I can try to do another blood test on Monday if I don’t start bleeding before then. In a nutshell, I’ve been told that there is no hope but that I can wait a bit more before giving up.
Basically, I can spend the week-end waiting for an early miscarriage. Can you even call it miscarriage at 2 weeks? Google says yes. I have no idea. But to be honest I don’t particularly care what you call it, the point is still that I’ll go back to being empty.
I’m in a really weird mood right now, in between disappointment, tears, sadness but also excitement because this is still the most pregnant I’ve been my whole life, in two years of treatments and in 3 IVF cycles.
Sorry, I’ll cut this post short. I don’t know what else to say…