I don’t want to sound like a total masochistic, but sometimes physical pain helps. Don’t get me wrong, I hate physical pain but I feel it can help get the message of what is going on through to my mind and make recovery easy.
Despite this being a ridiculously early miscarriage, I have been feeling really sick. Yesterday I started bleeding. It was ok at first but then I started getting really bad cramps. I had to leave work because it was getting too much and my 50 minute commute back seemed more like a two-day journey through hell.
I spent the afternoon in a lot (really a lot) of pain and realized I also had a fever. I checked online and saw that it can happen to have a fever even for a chemical pregnancy. It’s a bit weird to be in so much pain for so little, but I already have very painful periods normally, so this is not too surprising for me.
Today I woke up feeling exhausted but in less pain and overall feeling a lot better. I can feel it’ll get better now.