There are moments in which I feel really good in my body. Like I wake up and feel ready to start the day with energy and enthusiasm. Let’s be honest these moments are rare. And lately is has certainly been the opposite.
What is the best thing I decide to do now that I am on a break from IVF, fertility tests and adoption? Get sick, of course!
I’ve been sick in bed with a really bed bronchitis since Sunday. I have high fever, sore throat, a really bad, annoying and painful cough, headaches and since yesterday also a cold. This also comes after two weeks of really annoying and painful PMS. I wouldn’t mind if the PMS lead to actually having a period, but nope, I just stick to the PMS. Thank you crappy PCOS ovaries!
So here I am thinking, am I sick because I got a bad bug or is it because my body is trying to tell me something? and if it’s trying to tell me something, what is it!??!?! You would think that holidays, healthy eating, relaxation time and sports would make my body happy, but if I get so sick maybe trying to do lots of sports and eating low GI is not so natural to me.
Statistically speaking, when I was fatter I got less sick. Since I lost weight, I got the flu three times. Coincidence?
I really wish I could have a talk with my body so that I could get precise instructions on what it wants. Seriously, beloved body of mine, what do I have to do to feel good, avoid getting sick and get my period back?? I just don’t know what to try anymore!!